Richard, is it me not perfect for u?
i very hurt when u treat me like that.
if you still lve her.
we break k?
if your heart still got her, each other continue also no meaning.
do you understand?
yesterday, i can say yes i want to break.
Even how much i not willing but i have to force myself.
I in pain. lastday that i told you yesterday.
i really tired. i really disappointer.
At the first time, u been choose me you have to forget her.
you told me because you wanna find a chinese girlfriend, right?
so you wanna giveup her ( ex islam gf ).
i trust you been break with her.
but last u lie me.
From 7/8/2010 until yesrterday 21/4/2011 u still the same
but i gave you last chance.
This is the last for you.
I very love you but you never know.
babe...don't blame me when let you go.
i just don't want bth of us hurt.
Im sorry.
Another day is gone, tomorrow is my new day again. i should have my good attitude. i shall awake. Do well in each section. i din have any demand from you to me. although i very jealous. i will learn not jealous. i will learn not too care about you. i will learn to release myself. please don't blame me! my attitube make you change alot. Is my fault actually. I'm sorry.
Suddenly, i feel heart pain. I couldn't forget you and her laugh and happy that i saw in the video. however, you and her had been do to me like that. But it was passed, i had forgave you too. i can't return to the first step. Regret also can't return.
I love you much but makes me wanna care you and jealous very much. I'm trying not too love you. I'm trying to go on my way. I'm trying do the best.
Currently wanna mention self somethings i have to change. > egorisme > gossip > jealous > not fell deep in love > behave > not trying to find any boys > not revenge > not think much > not check any of his things
End up here! Lastly, i will always hang my smile at my mouth.
Haix. . .march finish lur.
Tomorrow april 1.
Hmph, is april full. But earth starting unwell.
Many peoples die. Haix. . .
I so worry.
I scare world end.
Greater god, good human shall continue live.
I not yet done my love story. I not yet have a baby give my parent snuggle.
=( bad human shall forgv. But for those complete comfirm should panish.
Hmph. . . . . .
Last week what happen?
→ argue with he. Because i didnt reply.
→ complicated with something.
→ not happy with my result.
→ trying to leave useless friends.
→ JEALOUSS =×
→ bored
→ cry?! =\
Haix. . .tomorrow is my new day.
He told me open mind. ' open mind! Open mind! Open mind! ' lolx. . .
Whatever, important is just do what he say.
Follow his say.
Started no care feeling. Finish!
So, now im sitting inside shop. Feel cold and quiet.
He playimg with friends.
Less care me.=(
Nevermine bha.
Just shut up.
Not gonna tell he. That's for all.=D
Almost pass 1week again.
Hmph, i very stress.
Think too much i think.
Now sitting out side in front of Goldart shop.
Thinking somethings.
Thinking solve family, love, friends and feeling.
I scare about manythings.
I scare die but. . .
Before im thinking go die.
But finaly i understand i can't die.
I love myself.
Now a day had change.
Full of cold blood human.
Could i say that im cold blood too?
I answer yes.
Because i too self-fish.
Talking help each other?
Hmph, i lose.=(
My life had no friends, only road friends.
Stay for awhile, care for awhile.
. . . .!
Sudenly i have a feeling~
That is im always alone.
Im a lonely girl even had a lover.
But i still a loner.
I want fly forward.
But i always fall down from the sky.
Be a bird taking freedom fly anyway.
But im just a cage bird.
Only yell everyday inside a cage.
Should i let self free?=(
Aloha!!
now using hp connect wifi to write my blog.
Along this week. . .
Many things had happen to me and he.
Maybe i think too much!
Or maybe his action me think too much.
I cry and cry.
Sad until can't breath.
I need care!
But i not dare to have it.
I need more love!
But i only have body not love.
Now a day, boy is change.
No one can change their heart.
Really. . .
Even i think before wanna he love me only.
But is no use.
I make more trouble and make sad.
Cry and cry.
Pain and pain.
But i can't change the truth to false.
I not willing to love a person that their not really love with me.
Hard to accept.
Because it will cause argue and hurt.
Hmph. . .
How a day, make this for me?
Why??
Richard, is it me not perfect for u?
i very hurt when u treat me like that.
if you still lve her.
we break k?
if your heart still got her, each other continue also no meaning.
do you understand?
yesterday, i can say yes i want to break.
Even how much i not willing but i have to force myself.
I in pain. lastday that i told you yesterday.
i really tired. i really disappointer.
At the first time, u been choose me you have to forget her.
you told me because you wanna find a chinese girlfriend, right?
so you wanna giveup her ( ex islam gf ).
i trust you been break with her.
but last u lie me.
From 7/8/2010 until yesrterday 21/4/2011 u still the same
but i gave you last chance.
This is the last for you.
I very love you but you never know.
babe...don't blame me when let you go.
i just don't want bth of us hurt.
Im sorry.
Another day is gone, tomorrow is my new day again. i should have my good attitude. i shall awake. Do well in each section. i din have any demand from you to me. although i very jealous. i will learn not jealous. i will learn not too care about you. i will learn to release myself. please don't blame me! my attitube make you change alot. Is my fault actually. I'm sorry.
Suddenly, i feel heart pain. I couldn't forget you and her laugh and happy that i saw in the video. however, you and her had been do to me like that. But it was passed, i had forgave you too. i can't return to the first step. Regret also can't return.
I love you much but makes me wanna care you and jealous very much. I'm trying not too love you. I'm trying to go on my way. I'm trying do the best.
Currently wanna mention self somethings i have to change. > egorisme > gossip > jealous > not fell deep in love > behave > not trying to find any boys > not revenge > not think much > not check any of his things
End up here! Lastly, i will always hang my smile at my mouth.
Haix. . .march finish lur.
Tomorrow april 1.
Hmph, is april full. But earth starting unwell.
Many peoples die. Haix. . .
I so worry.
I scare world end.
Greater god, good human shall continue live.
I not yet done my love story. I not yet have a baby give my parent snuggle.
=( bad human shall forgv. But for those complete comfirm should panish.
Hmph. . . . . .
Last week what happen?
→ argue with he. Because i didnt reply.
→ complicated with something.
→ not happy with my result.
→ trying to leave useless friends.
→ JEALOUSS =×
→ bored
→ cry?! =\
Haix. . .tomorrow is my new day.
He told me open mind. ' open mind! Open mind! Open mind! ' lolx. . .
Whatever, important is just do what he say.
Follow his say.
Started no care feeling. Finish!
So, now im sitting inside shop. Feel cold and quiet.
He playimg with friends.
Less care me.=(
Nevermine bha.
Just shut up.
Not gonna tell he. That's for all.=D
Almost pass 1week again.
Hmph, i very stress.
Think too much i think.
Now sitting out side in front of Goldart shop.
Thinking somethings.
Thinking solve family, love, friends and feeling.
I scare about manythings.
I scare die but. . .
Before im thinking go die.
But finaly i understand i can't die.
I love myself.
Now a day had change.
Full of cold blood human.
Could i say that im cold blood too?
I answer yes.
Because i too self-fish.
Talking help each other?
Hmph, i lose.=(
My life had no friends, only road friends.
Stay for awhile, care for awhile.
. . . .!
Sudenly i have a feeling~
That is im always alone.
Im a lonely girl even had a lover.
But i still a loner.
I want fly forward.
But i always fall down from the sky.
Be a bird taking freedom fly anyway.
But im just a cage bird.
Only yell everyday inside a cage.
Should i let self free?=(
Aloha!!
now using hp connect wifi to write my blog.
Along this week. . .
Many things had happen to me and he.
Maybe i think too much!
Or maybe his action me think too much.
I cry and cry.
Sad until can't breath.
I need care!
But i not dare to have it.
I need more love!
But i only have body not love.
Now a day, boy is change.
No one can change their heart.
Really. . .
Even i think before wanna he love me only.
But is no use.
I make more trouble and make sad.
Cry and cry.
Pain and pain.
But i can't change the truth to false.
I not willing to love a person that their not really love with me.
Hard to accept.
Because it will cause argue and hurt.
Hmph. . .
How a day, make this for me?
Why??
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